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My Prop

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  Truly I have The greatest support That I could ever call true And it's you It is you If I fall back If I lay down You prop me up There is nothing  that I need to do Put me to the fire, you do Make me see my weaknesses It is true, and yet! There is nothing that I need to do

SATOR Square

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Having just recently come across this square, I decided to put down what were my immediate thoughts at analyzing it. This square, in popular understanding, is thought of as a sort of protection device. It is claimed to be, and also claimed not to be, of Christian origin, depending on what you are reading and what their sources are. When I looked at it, I got a distinct impression from it at once. I got the impression of a transformative nature. The five rows and columns stand out to me as well, because 5 refers esoterically, to Geburah and Mars. (research magick squares) The 'N' at the center, if taken to refer to the Hebrew letter Nun, affords support to this notion. Nun, the fish, also corresponds to Scorpio, the sign in which Mars is exalted, and the Tarot Key of Death. Death is referred to, of course, in the nature that Life is previous Life repackaged (through death). Death always refers, in these things, not just to the physical body but to the personality, to habits, to

Lost at Sea

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  Entering here, I am lost at sea Neptune's waters have enveloped me Thoughts of reality do not come with me For the interrogating mind cannot be free It has become for me a thing I do consciously For one whom I adore much I see them do it reflexively And if you feel that pain, I wish for you to realize speedily That when this is done consciously, your wounds can set you free.

The Pain Itself

My eyes well up At the thought of his smile Nay - the clear view of it In my heart Innocent confusion In his mind The spring of unlikely security The thought of him sensing Loss In my heart The pain itself I'm in awe of Love The pang, itself In itself is the Love